Wednesday, August 25, 2004
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pretty busy for tom and chell back in sg recently i suppose cause its their birthday. turning 19 and 20 respectively..well not sure what to wish them but since they have their loves one beside them, my blessing would not be required. so just hope things will be smooth for the both of them in the future.
wow..i am turning 20 soon too no longer a boy, not yet a man. goshh the 1 will be gone from my infor forever. sounds scary but that's the way it is. i have never spend my birthday oversea before so spending my first 2nd decade birthday on my first trip to australia is special itself. hmm when i turned 10 i was pretty excited cos thats a milestone and i wonder what will be reflected in the mirror 10 years down the road. now i'm about to turn 20 and again i will ask myself this question , well well well there seems so much career choices just as it seems so little. sometime i think there is so much we can do sometimes i think there is not much we can do. but i am sure our parents been through this stage before and looks how far they brought us. 10 years down the road..have a family? be a father? haha sounds so weird yeah i love kids but becoming a father? tell a child what is right or wrong, provide him/her the best in everything, understanding there is no more 'I' but "my family" in everything you do..hoho sound tough isn't it? but that's a task which failure is not allowed. hee..lucky i have little gareth to experience with first. saw some of my peers blogs which some mentioned about the very controversial, debatable and unsettling topic and that is none other then 'future' a simple 6 letters word but sophisticated enough for us to sometimes sit on a couch and be in a daze for hours.
frankly, i'm sick and tired of thinking about that. that freaking words had been like a rubber band wrapping around my heart for the pass few years making my breathing more and more difficult. my mentality now is "if it ain't broke, don't fix it" come what may, i don't think anyone of us will have to beg on street next time. my sec sch teacher once told me work hard and you will never go wrong and i think he is right. I don't know what the future hold for all of us except maybe cailing..but i think if we just work hard for it nothing should go wrong. as for myself, can't see myself in multimedia line honestly but will work hard in whatever i choose to do next.
once again sweet 19,20 to tom and chell and all those who passed that milestone.
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